Saturday, December 30, 2006

Back In JB: Long Way To Go

I actually have got a job. Data entry. Temporary though. Need to find a better job, cause I work for abour 3 hours a day, 5 times a week? So the pay is kinda measly. But work-wise its alright. Just wished I got paid more :).

Anyways, just finished reading Mitch Albom's "The Five People You Meet In Heaven". I liked his previous book, "Tuesdays With Morrie", so I was expecting a damn good follow-up with this second book. You know what? Even this book was good. Better in fact. One of the best books I've ever read. I'm amazed with his writting, but appauled by its price. Books are getting ridiculously priced these days.

Anyhow, if you DO get a chance to read it, please do. Its worth your time. Very descriptive, and kinda addictive, cause you never know what's gonna happen next. Especially liked the last person he met in heaven. You would never imagined who it was. Touching? Yes.

Subsequently, I have FINALLY started reading Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince(6th book) at 3.30am earlier on. Borrowed it from cuz Ash few weeks back. After reading part 1,2,3 and 4, the long wait for the 5th book made me lose interest a little bit. But after reading the first chapter of book 5, I always get addicted with the Harry Potter series and can't put it down.

Same thing occured earlier on at 3am. The thick black book didn't grab my attention. Its size put me off a little. I'm impatient. I want to know the ending. ASAP. Sometimes while reading the ending of a chapter, I'd jump straight to the last line and slice the climax! I hate myself for that. But I'm impatient! What else can I say?

So I contemplated at 3am. To read or not to read? I thought I might have out-grown Harry Potter. I admit, I have become substantially lazy. I LOVE imaginations, but I didn't know if I could bother to put my mind to an exercise of Hogwarts or King's Cross Station. I have been mentally drained quite bit this year.

"Harry Potter, magic, flying brooms. Five books, what else can be new?", I pondered to myself. Contemplated some more. "Everybody else read it more than a year ago, its not so great NOW already what?"

To long I wasted time, and just striped the book of its removeable cover, and read each word on it. From the tiny synopsis to JK Rowling's background.

Then I read the first chapter: The Other Minister.

Now I'm hooked on it again. JK Rowling, you have done it again.

Ok enough blogging for today, gotta get back to my bed.

Harry's lying on the bed waiting for me. I must say, he seems more attractive than he used to!



Sunday, December 17, 2006


I don't think this has been a good year. By far, honestly, THIS has been the worst year for me.

You never expect things to happen, even though in reality, it will somehow or rather happen(subconsciously you know that), unknowing when exactly. It takes you by a sudden ugly surprise. I hate it, I'm sure you do too.

You know that day will come sooner or later, but I guess we just prefer to avoid thinking about it. We procrastinate, as usual. Procrastinate the unwanted thoughts.

Who knows what effect it'll have on us? We're just cowards and ungrateful human beings. We refuse to face the future, of what it brings. We refuse to acknowledge such horrible thoughts. Most importantly, we refuse to appreciate one another. We refuse many things, but the last one I believe is the worst. Ego perhaps? Yes, ego perhaps.

Fascination bewilders me at how illusioned we are that men are the only ego-eccentric species. In fact, all of us equally are the same. Children exempted. Oh how I wish I was a mere child at times, don't you?

Lifelessly we roam at the shock. Such fools at times aren't we? But no human lives to be perfect. Life is all about learning. Although that is very subjective, the subject 'learning' that is. Whether we learn from our mistakes or not, is a different matter. We merely have the opportunity to learn.

Have I learnt? I know I SHOULD have learned, but I just haven't. Its a scary thought. Its not easy to learn such stuff. So I do what most of us do. I procrastinate the beautiful horror.

And suffer the unwanted truth later on. Smart? Not the very least bit. That's a fact.

Saturday, December 16, 2006


Well not really. In KL actually. Came here for the whole purpose of meeting up with my primary school friend Din, but that fella went to JB. So can't meet up!

Moving along, updates on pahang will come soon. Got pics to put up, but I currently don't have a memory card reader so the pahang updates will have to wait.

Been "busy" in KL the past 2 days, having movie mania marathon with cuz ash. The last movie I watched in cinema was "Pirates Of The Carribean: something's chest", you can imagine how long that has been. Well, I just didn't want to find any excuse to do badly in my exams, so I stayed away from hangin' out much. IF I were to do bad in examz, I AM solely to be blamed. Makes me feel better in some psychotic unprecedented way. But anyways, the past couple of days, I HAD to recuperrate the loss of movie-ness, and should have made up for it. The movies I have watched the past 2 days are:

1. Eragon
2. Step Up
3. Little Man
4. Barnyard
5. Deja Vu' (friggin' good movie...MUST WATCH!)
6. Van Wilder- The Rise Of Taj (damn funny!)
7. The Benchwarmers

The local dvd sellers cheated us of 3 friggin' movies!!! Cannot play the damned dvds. Anywayz, no plans for tonight yet. But I THINK a movie should be on the list.


sharman watch your head.



Btw, there's no more discretion bout us on my side. "I can't wait till its officially us"? Well its official :P

PS: someone please buy me '7 Cases Of Ambiguity' please? I wanna read it!!!!

Monday, December 11, 2006

The SMS Story

(some idiot sms-ed me at 2am, these are the exact replies)

Weirdo: Hi..good morning!

I did not reply.

Weirdo: Can we be frens?..i cant sleep...

AGAIN I did not reply.

Weirdo: Eh..can be frens anot? friendly..hehe..

(finally I decide to reply thinking it MIGHT be one of my friends)

ME: U are??

Weirdo: Can call me???

I did not reply :).

Weirdo: I heard ur cute..really am i..Haha.. =)

(not at all flattered. C'mon "cute" of all words? urghhhh)

Me: I'm married, so no i dont want to be frens wt u nor do i want to call u

Weirdo: Hey..come on la..married??..2 who?..u dumped me 1 week ago! fast married?..u really deleted my num?(look who deleted who's number)..i tot u were joking!..hey amanda baby(AMANDA WHO?)..cant we even be frens?..u really hate me dat much?(on behalf of amanda, yes i think she does!)..kinda hurts u noe..

Me: Yes im a-man-DUHH(pun intended).. Sorry i dumped u.. I wasnt thinkin straight.. U wanna get back together?

Weirdo: yes..i stil love u..but u sound weird..u ok?..

Me: Its almost 3am..i cant think straight(pun intended).. How do u expect me to sound?

Weirdo: Im sorry baby(breakup ready pun tak malu wanna call "baby" eh?)..don get angry..r u tired 2day?..u usually dont sleep so early..

Me: Now dear i'm really tired.. Billy is waiting 4 me on the bed..

Weirdo: Who is billy????..u seeing someone else?(your bussines is it?)..dont do this 2 me amanda...i love u alot..believe me..i love u..

(feeling a bit remorseful, i thought i should help patch them back together laaa)

Me: Haha jus kidding.. But i'm really tired now.. Surprise me tmrw n we'll c bout it?

Weirdo: Ok..can we meet at our usual spot?..nid me 2 fetch u?..

Me: Yes pls fetch me.. Surprise me..

Weirdo: Ok..i will..i will pick u at 2pm..c u u lots..i will be counting da seconds till we meet(*pukes* so blardy corny!)nitez..sweet dreams...dream of me ok(prasannyeee)..muackz..=)

(next day at 1.30pm i receive an sms from weirdo)

Weirdo: Hey baby..i will be there in 30mins ok..c u..muackz..

*smacks forehead n disgusted*

Since then, no replies langsung. Possibilities: 1. Amanda just screwed him up nicely or 2. She cair with his romantic move which I initiated he do. But as a whole, I think I kinda realized why amanda couldn't tahan him and his jiwang-ness. yuck.
Anywayz, just came back from kl last night, I'm off to pahang later at 7pm ++!!! Dunno when I'll be back, but i'm sure i'll find my means to blog somehow. Ciowzzz!!! *gleams*

*Its a holi holi holiday!!!*

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Read Me Rambles

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! wohooooooooooo

Who would have thought this day would come? Certainly not me. I've lived writing crazy imaginations in my mind my whole life, expecting armageddon to happen before THIS day comes. But as years have passed, all my imagination, all my all so good imaginations have not become reality. Oh well, at least I lied to myself to get through rough times?

"joy to the world, the exams are of the end!"

!no more school!

!no more uniform!

!no more omega tuition centre!

Anyways, paper today was okayyy, not as bad as chemistry, but still tough. Lets analyze the last 18 hours of my life:

- I've had ZERO sleep
- approximately 40 minutes of continuous shutted eyes
- horrible 12 hours of studying
- less than 2 hours of tv
- 3 cups of tea
- about ten trips to the bathroom? hahaha lotsa water keeps u awake to go to the bathroom, hence awake to study! NOTE THAT!
- 2.5 hours of gruelling butt-aching script writing

As a conclusive conclusion to this overwhelming crappy post, I need sleep. I DESERVE sleep. I really DO.

~Dozing off and away...good nite mate!

soon to come: SMS Story. Don't be left behind. Stay glued for the upcoming update.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

His Dance

She danced in the sunlight,
Building dreams among the clouds,
Playfully but unknowingly,
Painting dreams for him as well.
She danced in the sunlight,
While he admired her from afar,
Admiring her gentle gaze,
Till each stroke of her hair.

She danced through the garden,
Undoubtedly more serene and scenic,
As compared to any or all,
The many layers and layers of hues.
She danced through the garden,
His admiration piqued even more,
But to only a faded leaf,
Was worthy of his comparison.

She danced through the crowd,
Truly willful yet graceful,
Maintaining her groomed poised,
Even in the shed of uproar.
She danced through the crowd,
With him a mere spectator,
Or even a random peasant,
Of consented age to be forgotten.

She danced in the moonlight,
Mindlessly and endlessly,
Shredding her unwarranted skin,
Stars gazing upon her beautiful soul.
She danced in the moonlight,
As he made his existence known,
Empowered with bravery,

He took his first step to embracement.

She dances everwhere,
Now she dances with him.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Tickle Me Laughter

(gonna be pretty long)

Got about a week of 'holiday' off examz, which will resume next tuesday with chemistry and FINALLY the last of all papers, physics. I tell you, the glory of science has NOT bestowed upon me. Anyways, I shall not rant here about my examz (someone else shall suffer), instead I wanna blog about the things that make me laugh during examz, but can't burst out laughing coz others will think you're mad, you know? So you control you're laughter, and try to wipe it off your mind. Then you discipline yourself to forget about it, coz you're wasting time laughing when you have a ton to write on those scripts, you know?

Well, there are quite a few things that tickled me laughter, such as the thought of mirrors, simple spelling mistakes, translation, and about a guy named Nick. But today, omg, was the worst thought ever. Cousin SC told me she did this last time, before the evolution of technological advancements in telecommunication.

Once, she used to like this particular guy, but the guy didnt like her. Then, he got a gf. She got angry/jealous/pissed, so she called his mom.
And told her she was pregnant with her son's child. Gosh, I wonder what kind of hell he had to go through...

Case 1: People used to call her house number pressuming it was a club(as in recreational club, NOT clubbin' club). Early on sunday mornings, LOTSA ppl will start calling her for bookings. Once she got pissed, she decided to take 12 bookings, all at the same time!
Out of curiosity, she called the club they were referring to find out about the booking. She found out each booked time will get 20mins, that means only one booking every 20mins! hahahahaha 12 bookings at the SAME TIME! hahahahaha...

Case 2: A lady called her house looking for a guy named D, but actually wrong number. The conversation(which distracted me from my exam today!):

Lady: Hello, boleh cakap dgn D?

SC: Oh D dah meninggal la.

Lady: *jawi words* Ye ke?

SC: Ye. Tak de org beritahu awak ke?

Lady: Tak de la. Baru dua hari lepas saya telepon dia...

SC: Ye la. Baru meninggal...kita semua turun untuk pengebumian dia...

*lady goes on abt D, and finally puts the phone down*

After about half an hour, lady calls back...

Lady: Oi! Org salah nombor cakap je la! Nak tipu tipu shj! *rambles summore*

SC just laughs silently on the other side of the phone.

-The End-

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Mysterious Behaviour

Occurance: 0130 hours.

Location: On the messy bed.

Situation: Completed physics for the day, transition break before starting on mathematical halucinations, lies, and deceptions.


Physics fiasco had just ended. Bed had been temporarily 'cleared'. Physics notes abandoned directly to the east, math's weapons of brain destruction situated south west on the bed along with stationaries.

Following incident took place:

Lies down on bed, creditless handphone being skimmed for no reason. After some time, I got fed up of the handphone and left it alone.

Moved my body a bit for better relaxation positioning. Realized a certain discomfort, a bit of numbing on the rear end, ie my ass.

Reached under my bum and found my mechanical pencil.

ME: OH lucky I found you! What if you broke? Exams next week you know!


(continues) Hey, at least you're a HOT pencil now right?!



(continues) OH GAWD!!! I'm talking to my PENCIL!

*smacks forehead*

Important!: Subject was found alone at the scene.

Friday, November 17, 2006


Empy vessels make the most noise...THATS ME!

Irritation 1: Yesterday it took me nearly 20mins to open the 'creat new post' window. When I finished typing and clicked on 'Publish Post', it didn't get saved!

QOUTE: Cannot find server... FISH!!! Damn fish'd!!!

Irritation 2: I really am not suppose to be here right now at this moment, but I really can't study anymore! Examz starts monday, my head is blank, a white piece of paper, scrunged.

This is by far the worst exam ANYONE in the world can sit for!!! WHY? Coz there so much irrelevancies in it! Stuff you REALLY do not need to know!!! ARGHHHHHHHH

1) James Morrison- One Last Chance
2) Justin Timberlake- Losing My Way
3) Beyonce & JayZ- Upgrade U

NOTE: all 3 songs are yet to be released, and possibly will never be realease. Btw, think James Morrison's songs rawk! yea yea rather slowish, but hey, me likes!

Another song got me on the hook is J Timberlake's "My Love"...if u listen carefully in the chorus, at the background, not really loud, there's a lil evil laugh, kinda like the likes! hahahaha...

oh gawd, gtg...examz so friggin sucks la!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Jamuan PERTINA '06

Somebody still in the Haloween mood...

Drag queens...

The molestation....

....filled with tissues!!! HAHAHAHAHA...

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

One Word

Today is Haloween Day. Guess who I'm dressed as?

ME! Cool huh? :P :P :P

Sometimes, just a word can grab your attention. Regardless of what you're doing. Regardless of how important whatever you were doing.

You stop. Pause your business. Turn towards the source in an instant. Abruptly. Depends really on the person you know...


"...ERECTION...", said rather softly too.

But her head swiftly turns 180 degrees to look at the voice source. Her mind clusters. A sniggering smile swipes her face. She's in a new dimension.

Amazing how one easily gets distracted by a soft-spoken word isn't it?

I suddenly remembered Alvin Simon & Theodore. Its been so long since I've seen their cartoon. Why did it have to end? hahahaha...

Gosh, days passing by too fast. I hate it...CANNOT TAHAN!!!!!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

These Moments

" Sneakin' round creepin' and love on the low,
But babygurl I can't wait till it's officially us,
I can't wait to let them know about us. "

Avant & Nicole- Lie About Us

The only tradition I hold in every festival, especially Deepavali, is eating. Non-stop binge eating. But it sucked this year. Friends were great, but I just wasn't into it. It sucked. Nothing's the same. Don't think it'll ever be the same.

Taking a swerve off and switching directions. Lets allow me to blog something similar to the lyrics above.

Sometimes I wonder, why the discreetion towards the family? Sometimes I wonder, why not make it known?

Many reasons I could figure and fish to shut them curiosity in this swamp of mine. THOSE I shan't elaborate here. Coz I'm sure many of you MIGHT have experienced it too.

But truthfully speaking, the keeping the secret is rather appealing. To me. Sometimes. Not always.

There is a constant fear of being found out. Of getting a ear full, or worse. Directly from the elders, or indirectly by some nosey attachments of the family tree, or just nosey parkers. Its doesn't sound attractive, but there's just something appealing about it.

Its like living in a world of another. Playing a game of hide & seek. Running, scouting, avoiding. At times, wondering if we could possibly be stuck in the same building as the predators. Well I just wonder, never hope for it! And of course I imagine, what would happen, and how will they react? I don't suppose they will say HI with a smile on their face...that's not possible...its a parent thing I guess...

So I guess this little game of lying low adds just a lil extra bit of excitement. I'm not sure how'd things be like otherwise, but when the time comes, I'm sure I won't regret it. THIS just restrains our freedom for now... :D

I'm neither lovin' nor hatin' the situation, but its alright. It has its advantages. And seriously, the twisted excitement guarantees a rush. Especially when you think about the consequences, which is making me sound sick. Lets cross our fingers and hope desperately it just doesn't turn ugly? THANKS!

my new motto: AM GENEROUSLY CRUEL.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Whatever...Let Me Do As I Please

There was/is confusion surrounding me. People around me are confused. Not all. Just some.

Its bothersome.

They know I'm Hindhu. They know I am SUPPOSE to be celebrating tomorrow.

But when I say I'm not celebrating, you should know why. Its not like you forgot. Cause then you continue asking, 'Oh because of...'

Cultures may diverge into separate norms. But all stay inclined in a way similar to others. Or at least cultures in Malaysia.

Others would appreciate avoiding such situations. But I can't possible slap a signboard on my forehead spelling it out can I?

Its queer how friends can understand. But those 'seniors' don't.

So thanks a lot for asking. Thanks for the uncomfortability. Its really very much appreciated. Thanks!

Monday, October 16, 2006

Sigh With Me


preferbly an airplane...

and sing "I'm leaving, on a jetplane..."

I WANNA FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~slightly depressed... *sigh*

Sunday, October 15, 2006


THIS IS BRANDON LEE... (for those who don't know)

  • Born February 1, 1965
  • Died March 31, 1993
  • Martial artist and actor.
  • Son of Bruce Lee.
  • Accidentally killed on the set of a movie by a faulty prop revolver. (I think someone plotted the murder la...)

" Hope. It can't rain all the time. " - Brandon Lee.


Quick Laugh

Darv: ..1510A

ME: 1-5-1-0-8?

Darv: Oi 1510 AAA laaa...

Sis: 1510A..."A" as in the alphabet "A". "A" for elephant!

" Never a penamakz, but always a sharer be. " - Sharman.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Disgusting Disappointments
(watch the video if you want to)

Looks like some people just dont have basic common sense, or grew up in a singularly ethnic populated community. Or maybe somebody just doesn't like peace and harmony? But I just think that somebody was a naturally born pain in the rectum! Someone please open a can of whoop a$$ for him?

Anywayz, I'm not really bothered with the 'main issue', I guess that's what politics are for. A helluva waste to taxpayers' .... (hint hint: $$$)

I remember in form5 I entered debate. Parlimentary-styled Debate (or called something like that, but I'm SURE it had the word Pariment). I remember how my Sir used to warn us about manners. Never intimidate the oppose, and ALWAYS watch what we say. Oh, and of course, speak when spoken to. NEVER interrupt!

Now it leaves me wondering, if Parliment is a bunch of hoot-hoots like in the video, who the hell created such reasons for the competition? They certainly demolished all of what I learnt. Parlimentary konon...MY ASS!

Continuity, their BM sux!!! Omg, macam kat kedai kopi! Mak aii.... so tunggang langgang!!! Damn teruk wei, and like EVERYONE's BM sux!!! And nicely they put stupid literature (sastera melayu!!! i didnt mean shaking spears...which I don't mind) in SPM syllabus*. I think many of them would flunk with falling colours if they sat for SPM BM paper. No, I think ALL of them will fail! Bet they won't be able to find ANY wrong grammar in that section in the paper where you're suppose to correct grammatically wrong words!

Btw, BM means Bahasa Melayu. FYI if any didn't realize.

*BM SPM paper I had surprisingly aced. Very proud moment la! Gosh, missed those days REALLY BAD!!! :(

Wednesday, October 11, 2006


I hate chain mails. And I HATE forwarded mails that say whatever service you are using will be closed down if you don't forward it!

SERIOUSLY, ITS ANNOYING! Gosh, it doesnt make sense and its all just the figment of a really BORED person's imagination to start it all off!

SERIOUSLY, how would hotmail/yahoo/friendster know you forwarded that stupid message? Got some kind of online detector? Its kinda funny how the founder/director of hotmail/yahoo/friendster has so much free time to start such a stupid message! Shouldn't he/she be happy that MANY people are using the service?

AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY honestly can't stand chain letters! First of all, I don't believe in it! Like that freaky guy can be all over the world at the same time to murder you? And yea, whoever that forwards it to me, thanks for CURSING me to do bad and horrible and terrible and atrocious in my life! Some really great friend you are...

And recently, the sms has been hit by the stupid chain disease. *rolls eye* much money to waste ar? Next time, I'd appreciate it EVEN MORE if you just gave me that 15 cents then forwarding it. At least can buy ONE sweet!

Once, a lion squashed a turtle's egg. When the turtle realized what happened, he got VERY angry. Then he saw a tiger.

So the turtle entered his shell and rolled down the hill and knocked into the tiger! Then he scolded the tiger,

"Don't think you cut your hair I don't recognize you!"

Later on, the tiger saw a monitor lizard. So he ran smacked the lizard with his paw and scolded,

"Don't think you come out of your shell I won't recognice you!"

After that, the monitor lizard saw a cat and he headed towards it. Then, he scratched the cat and scolded,

"Don't think I won't recognize you just because you try to act cute!"

The angry cat later saw an earthworm and rushed over to it. Then he scolded the earthworm,

"Children must pay for their parents wrong deeds!"

PIAKKKKK...the worm was squashed...

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Showstoppingly Usual

Recent findings have found a confirmed cure for hiccups that requires no cost, maybe a lil discomfort but ironicially could be a 'source of euphoria' for some.

When plighted with this common household ailment, just take sumting clean (for safety reasons) and shove it up your ass! Literally! "Research" have found that by stimulating your rectum, hiccups would be overcomed.

So for those who are just a pain in the ass, you've got a new reason to stick it up your ass! Hail the hiccup?
(Snip-it from Yes Dear)

Guy: Do you know why I have this fear of penguins?

Terapist: Have you ever been taught by a nun?

Guy: Yes I have! Oh my God, you're good!
(I know its not nice posting lyrics but heck. I like this song. Old song. Del Amitri's Roll To Me)

Look around your world pretty baby
Is it everything you hoped it'd be
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to me

Look into your heart pretty baby,
Is it aching with some nameless need.
Is there something wrong and you can't put your finger on it
Right then, roll to me

And i don't think i have ever seen a soul so in despair
So if you want to talk the night through
Guess who will be there?

So don't try to deny it pretty baby,
You've been down so long you can hardly see
When the engine's stalled and it won't stop raining
It's the right time to roll to me

Look around your world pretty baby
Is it everything you hoped it'd be
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to me....

Friday, October 06, 2006

LAME-ooo *laughs*

I've got a weird obsession (besides Shanz XP). Do you use i-Tunes? Well, I think its visual effect is ABSOLUTELY SUPERB!!! Its not like Windows Media Player or anything else. Honestly, its nice! I wish I had abundant free time and I could play my favourite song and just watch it! HAHAHAHAHA SO LAME kan? But I find solace in it hahaha...just watch the colours wiz and twist and buzz around! Damn weirdly nice!!! LOL!!!

Oh yea, check this out:

Cool huh? Heck whoever Victor Ong is, but its actually CHOCOLATE! yup, CHOCOLATE! Edible Belgium dark chocolate! Just wanted to share this with you guys out there. Well, now I can proudly say I HAD a Platinum Visa Card...hahahahha


Many of my friends say I look like one Korean actor, I THINK his name is Kim Rae Won (besides me looking like a certain Gregory Butt Pattaya VJ)...

Well, certain findings say I look more like...erm....see for yourself:


Looks like I look A LOT like Aung San Suu Kyi! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!! Lotsa poppish chinese/korean/japan/or whatever they are boyband guys! hahahahhahaha!!! Anyone wanna set up a BOIBAND? lol!!! Hope I get the brains and the fame of Ang Lee though...hehehehe...DAMN I dont know how to play the guitar. Could become like Jimi Hendrix!

MOM said: Its alright if you look like him(Jimi), just don't follow his footsteps!


Well everyone, lets work for a more democratic society?

Monday, October 02, 2006

Green Me...Lets All Be Green!

*sings* I Bet You Think This Post Is About You, don't you? DON'T YOU?

The taman before mine. Some idiot cut all the trees! Or should I say FELLED the trees! (hehehe).

I mean it was just a land with trees. Now, NOTHING! Everything gone. No more trees! Looks so bright now. Not so peaceful looking ready.

Well, although I don't do anything to help conserve the environment, but neither do I destroy it. So let me just rant.

Anywayz, Kok says that land, hospitals used to dump dead bodies that nobody claimed, and wonders who wants to stay in such a place. But I just feel sorry coz the trees gone! So un-cooling. So pitiful. TREES HAVE FEELINGS TOO! (pls read Sound Machine by Roald Dahl lol!)
I just saw the trailer to "You Me & Dupree". Well, I laugh to myself when I think about the title.

Ok, did anyone catch "How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days"? The part the girl names her bf's manhood Princess "sumtin"? Then he names it Krull The Warrior! Or something like that...DO YOU REMEMBER?

Well, "You Me & Dupree". Sounds like she names his manhood Dupree tak de connection...but that's just what I think! :P :P :P

Classroom Hoots Of Unstudied Moments

Big Head was asking Lemon if she would leave her bf for someone better. Lemon replied NO, and just to justify her answer, Lemon asked me the same question.


...coz I'll never find anyone better...its impossible... ;D

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Its Another Friday ;D

" I.Want.You.To.Come.Be.With.Me
I'm.Here.When.Will.You.Make.Your.Move "

-Come To Me- P.Diddy & Nicole szhcvasgcate...or something like that! hahaha...absolutely like this song very much. A MUST HERE! But not a must see video clip, Nicole looks hot as usual but P.Diddy is just well, P.Diddy. He REALLY can't dance. He is THAT bad that he makes Nicole look as bad as a dancer as him!

*Nicole= lead singer from PCD

Yesterday I went to Season's Cafe with Shanz, and ate "lunch". Then one of the malay waiter passed by our table and stared at us and our "meal". Bloody hell, so rude!!! C'mon, what kinda ethics this fella got? Staring at people for what? NOT looking down at waiters, but hey you WAIT on customers, NOT STARE AT THEM!

Then later on it occured to me, MAYBE that fella thought I was muslim. CORRECTION, maybe that fella thought WE were muslims. Thus, eating in public was us setting a bad example for the rest?

Honestly, I don't have a friggin' problem with puasa month. I just find it irritating that I(or maybe us) don't get the benefit of the doubt! My friends don't mind me eating, why should you right? Am I wrong?

" Innocent until proven guilty! "
(hahaha so 'lawyer-like')

MAYBE I should paste a signboard on my forehead stating I'm chindian to abolish all suspicion. Maybe I should scream my religion before I entered the restaurant?

hahahaha but Shanz, did you realize that no one bothered about us when we entered the cafe? Nobody did the "Seasons!" hahahaha....

Anywayz, those who are puasa-ing, please do puasa and do good. Don't simply swear. For the following month thats coming at least. HAPPY PUASA-ing! Oh, and EVERYONE, enjoy the buka puasa bazaar's, food is nice!

For our sch magazine page, my class is doing cartoon characters. (will post my pic up when I'm free-er ;D )

(B is doing Betty Boop. Kok we're sabotaging and turning him into Stitch from Lilo & Stitch)

B: Should we write our name or change it like the cartoon name?
ME: I think cartoon name better. Like yours Betty Boop kan? Jadi Beatrice Boop la!
B: Beatrice Boobs! Hahahaha...Then Kok how?


-She Makes The Hairs On The Back Of My Neck Stand Up-

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Isn't She Hot?


Fellas, '" she's " all mine! MINE MINE MINE!!! muahahahahaha ;D

I'M SO LUCKY!!! hahahahahahaha

Monday, September 25, 2006

Tough Imagination

So I've sms-ed my long lost friend, Din. I'm still thrilled that we've got back in touch (hahaha so many times I've said this). Its nice to know someone who's known you that long.

BUT I am bugged.

Everytime we sms, I still imagine sms-ing that same old guy in primary sch. THAT guy in the blue shirt and red tie with the unchanged features. I mean how am I suppose to know what he looks like now right? THAT's bugging me.

ITS ABSOLUTELY WEIRD thinking he still looks the same. The same 4+ feet guy with same looks, UN-grown up and still smiling like he used to, then putting the face with the stuff he told me. Like WADAHELL? It really doesn't make sense. Its like picturing a midget or a stunted guy, which I'm VERY sure he's not.

So what DOES he look like? Spiked hair? Glasses? Is he taller or shorter than me? Is he still happily smiling or has he become more gloomy? WHAT can I imagine?

I always think that I didnt look MUCH different than last time. Probably just stretched vertically a tad too much but that's it. THEN when I uploaded the pri sch pic, thats when i realized the change. NO PIMPLES! ARGHHHHHH..missed those days! And I look totally different too.

Like about a month ago I met up with another close friend from pri sch. I met him when we we're in form3 again but then last month he totally look different. I don't know why but I always think I'll see their SAME pri sch face.

Then I wonder what Ivan The Terrible(ITT) and Nigel The Brat(NTB) will look like a decade down the drain. I DON'T want them to change. They look much better now! But hey, they've changed so much in the last few months and I never realized...

The Man In Black

*ponders* I only know one Sharman. I've met many Sherman's but not another Sharman. So MAYBE its unfortunate that I don't get to meet another Sharman, but I guess its good coz if one day you receive an sms saying "Hey, Sharman here!...", MOST PROBABLY you'll remember me I guess! Do you know any other Sharman's? (NOT shaman's!)

Anywayz, as I was driving back just now in Taman Pelangi around 2am, there was this man leaning against his black wira. As I approached his bearings, he started waving at me. No, he started flagging at me like how you'd flag a cab!

WEIRD considerations:
1. ITS BLOODY TAMAN PELANGI! Its not some isolated place. IF he needed help, he could have just gone across to the mamak shop right? YES ACROSS THE STREET! If he don't want them, got many other KTV lounges beside it.

2. All other cars were parked on the one side of the road. ONLY HIS car was on the other side!

3. The public phone was like ten steps away. Oh btw, he had a hp in his hand.

4. His car looked perfectly fine. I mean there wasn't any superficial damage that is.

5. IF he really needed help, he would have shouted "TOLONG!!!" or chased my car or do something like that right? But nooooo he just tried to flag me down, then when terlepas him, he just buat tak tau...mungkin he ushering me to parking space kot?

BUT no way was I gonna stop for him anyhow. Why? Coz he didnt look like the person who'd need help. I mean one of those ruffians with the black tight shirts and the 'bling bling' from 1970, who doesn't know his age. He definitely would have his kakikai's coming around soon.

SO WTF WAS HE TRYING TO DO? I will never know...

Whatever the case, JB ain't safe. No point helping someone coz there's a high chance they're faking it, waiting to pounce on your valuables! Be safe everyone!

- I just want to look you in the eyes...all day long...I wish I could... -

Sunday, September 24, 2006


Bila yang tertulis untukku adalah yang terbaik untukmu,
Kan ku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku.

-Kenangan Terindah- nyanian Samson

With respect to my previous post, I finally decided to send an sms to my long lost friend.

Honestly speaking, I was rather excited and scared at the same time. I WANTED to get back in touch with him. Hence the excitement. But then again, I was scared that he wasn't. I sent a simple sms saying who I am and the usual shit 'Do you remember me?'. Yes, VERY cliche. But what else can I say right?

So I waited for his reply. NO, I anticipated his reply.

"Hey sharman! Dude of coz i remmbr......."

Hmmmm, he never used the word "dude" before this. Well, time changes people! Time changes everyone somehow or rather. But we continued sms-ing.

I was damn thrill to find out he actually tried to get back in touch with me as well. He tried looking up the phone book, but unfortunately, you'll never find it coz its registered under my uncle's name! Kesian his percubaan...

So the reacquintancing continues. Its fun, and I'm really happy we've gotten back in touch. We spent 6 years in primary sch together, gosh the dumb and silly things we did together last time...which I don't remember much though! hahahahaha

Anywayz, I managed to dig out this really corny picture of me in primary school. I'm sure the pic is gonna get more attention than this post, but heck!

(cant remember when this photo was taken though. think it was probably in std 4 coz i remember being a prefect when i was in std5...I THINK!)

FYI: I'm in the centre row, centre guy. My long lost buddy is top row, on the left.

YES I know corny but heck! Oh I TRIED to improve the colour but its unsaveable to me!

ps: check out the Beyonce clip at the foot of this blog! ITS BEYONCE!

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Stay The Same, NOT!

Kart was telling me about meeting up with someone she once knew, and how they'd change. And now my opinion prolongs...

Don't you wish sometimes people don't change? Like they would stay the same. When you first knew them. When you made many good memories. When everything was nice. What you missed now.

So I used to have a really good friend back in the blue pants days. We were really closed. We used to hangout and help each other a lot. We understood each other. Maybe it was the childish innocence and the lack of animosity, or maybe it was just the plain built-in ignorance, but nothing came between us. I was proud to say he was my friend. Gosh, we wanted to go study till dunno when together la! We were good friends, I knew, he should know, many did as well.

But as time passed, so does the days of our lives (hahahahaha), we moved on to secondary sch life. We went diffrent ways, and soon lost contact. Many MANY years have gone by. I know I've changed. I can't still be that 9 y'old kid ranting for new Hot Wheels! but...


Anywayz, as I was saying, I know I've changed. For better or for worse? I do not know. But I've changed a lot. More prasan? Selfish? Or just plain vain? (of coz taller! that I KNOW!)
And I know he's changed too. He isn't the same. He can't be. Or else there'd be something seriously wrong with him. I don't know what he's been doing, whether he remembers me, or even what kind of person he's like? Will I still wanna be friends with him? Coz he's changed. No doubt about that.

Well, I've got his number through a friend of his. Not sure if its fake, but think can be trusted right? Contemplating on whether to give him a ringer or not. I mean I'm excited to get in touch with someone I knew so long ago, but kinda forgotten in the recent years.

What if he's not interested in kenaling back? What if the meeting becomes a disappointment instead? What if it makes me regret meeting him again? What if it shatters the good memories? Will I have anyting to hold back on then? (besides Shanz that is...I'll grab on to her TIGHT!)

You know what I mean?

No harm trying. But hey, shit happens!

- We're all someone's lost childhood...or at least part of it -

Friday, September 22, 2006

Is Your Butt Cramp?

" I knew I had you,
as cocky as it sounds..."

-All I Have- J^Lo & LL Cool J

Well the post has nothing to do with the lyrics. I NEVER felt cocky, and I NEVER knew! But it was the last song that played when I reached home. It's stuck in my head. And I dont mind it.

So I met her today...YAYYYY!!! :-)

It was fun. Great. Superb. Wahahahaha everything just nice. Shall not get into the details. I'll keep it all to myself! :-P

But you do realize how small...or miniscule a plaza is when you bump into stationary people 3 times! Its about high time JB expanded its 'exercising' premises. If you could 'meet' the same person in less than 5 mins, well you know you're trapped! Thank God I'm not claustrophobic! (is that how you spell it?)

Well Rainbow Plaza was P-A-C-K-E-D with (not sardines or tuna!) but familiar people. Gosh. It was like, "Everyone who knew Sharman OR *ahemz* PUHLEZZZZ come to Rainbow Plaza today at noon!". The intros were endless. The giggles were endless. The WAVES were endless. Ma hai! Everyone was just there.

So unfortunate we had to meet craSy blue monsta as well. Teruk la that woman. Sadistic!



hehehehehe so not funny...but it is to me la! who else IS oka fish?! fine fine, my funny aint your funny...


Btw, did you know, patrick the tapak sulaiman (of Spongebob fame) can get BUTT cramps and drown? And they've got beaches UNDERWATER? Double U tee eff eff?

-tengah renovate-

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Right Now

I could do without the flu,
I could do without the fever,
I could do without the drowsiness,
Oh I wished I had nothing to do with em'!

Its making me feel horrible,
Its making me sick,
Its making me very hungry,
Oh its making me hate it even more!

Its taking so long,
And I'm not getting any better,
I don't want it no more,
I only want you right now!

*hahahaha so lame...but I DO feel awful la...this stupid many days, yet its not rubbing off! arghhhhhh!!!

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

So What's In It?

*am totally addicted to Panic! At The Disco- I Write Sins Not Tragedy
Honestly, I thought they were Fall Out Boy at first. Sounds the same. And their music genre also kinda same. Maybe it IS the same. And their song titles are just as long as Fall Out Boys'. hmmm, clones?

I've got pretty weird stuff in my pencil case. Its RED btw! hahaha...
I DON'T like black pens. I use blue pens most of the time. I have TWO rulers, coz i ALWAYS loose them. I've always had this problems with rulers. I used to ask mom to buy like almost every week when I was young, then kena la marah! nowadays I always keep a spare.

Anywayz, whats so weird about it? Well, I've exactly four 50cent coins, a name tag that says "AJK 5 ZEST", a box of mentos power gum (works wonders to keep you awake during tuition), and a bottle of Eye Mo...yes Eye Mo! hahahahaha...and today Jac added one piece of Wother's Original. Don't know when I'll have it though hehehehe...


Chemistry is getting dirty...or at least my mind!

Last week we learnt about latex. Well, I'm sure you know whats made from latex...

*hint hint Durex*

Then today, we learnt about silicon. LUBRICANT to be more precised.

...well my mind wandered off pretty far off...and Lemon didnt help the situation either. She just HAD to say it to me...

Its kinda interesting learning stuff that correlates every week huh? LOL!

Monday, September 18, 2006

So How?

So how do you choose your partner? Do you create a list of things they should possess? Or do you imagine for the guy or girl you THINK would be best for you? Or do you just pick someone out of random?
And do you look for someone who's just like you? Have the same (bad) habits? Thinks the same as you? And does all the same weird antics as you? Making your weirdness feel 'normal' in the presence of many?
OR do opposites attract like magnets? Finding the person who complements you, does EVERY single thing you would not imagine doing in your whole lifetime? And you find wonder in their every move, every glance, every step. They being the only who can change the square you into a scribbled line.


Well, speaking from reality and present tense(=P), maybe the very person who is as weird and querky as you, can ALSO be the person who is totally opposite of you. Yes, the one who complements you. The one who fills each corner of emptiness. THE ONE.
And it always happens when you're not looking. It evades you when you search. But suddenly brings the glimmer when you least expected. Sometimes even when you've finally given up on searching.

And you know what? It feels all so good.

Better than anything you've ever felt before...