Rufflings

that word, was once my favourite. i'd go around saying to my cuz in a serious tone, "look at the rufflings of the leaves, its all mechanical".

same goes with the curtains, table cloth, brances, strips of clothes, etc etc and i'd say they're 'mechanical'. no idea why, but it was just in THAT moment. and i said it a lot.

annoyed quite a bit that time.


anyways, its been so rainy the past week. it rains everyday.

heavily too.

makes me feel so lazy and tired and bored and 'oh-goshhh'. i just wanna sleep. all the time.

oh, and useless too.
(but can that actually be debated? i ain't productive in my most active day...)

its just been lazy-fied days. a wave of blarghhh


which reminds me, *laughs* last time when i was younger me and me cuzs would re-enact/create wrestling matches, without game consoles. so we were the wrestlers, and the bed the wrestling ring.

we'd create fake wrestles from the top of our minds, with special finishing moves.

my wrestler was named Wuekkk (as in bluekkk), said with tongue action, and his finishing move?

Wuekkk Bomb.

So creative huh?

WUEKKK

Thoughts

in these times of modernization, i prefered to believe such things were not heard of, such things well written, maybe even documented, but still i prefered to think it never occured.

or at least anymore.

so we may not all be smart, but morals, dont we all have? a little bit?


racial discrimination. well maybe not to that extent, maybe just racial double standards. why even bother???

hard to stomach such a thought, being who i am.

c'mon, why do people even 'practice' it? its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...


shallow minded?

ketinggalan zaman?

not human i think.

pathetic i guess, but we're born exclusively different, never the same from the one beside us. the stigma lays deep. stamped by who, i do not know. maybe it was your upbringing, maybe you just chose to be, you choose who you wish to be, don't you?

dare they speak so blatantly. who am i to say anything, maybe even i have my own issues, but no harm giving things a try? MAYBE i said.

i wish you could realize the happiness i encounter, but your walls too fortified perhaps?

you probably wouldnt understand anyways. the stick in you too comfortable. no amount of joy could loosen it.



so i ain't smart, but morals i accomodate, thank you.

A Malay Post

during break at the pantry in the office, there were 3 of us. me (like DUH), she-younger-than-me(aka SYTM) and KD, who is a lady. we chatting and it went like this:

KD: sharman, u baru habis stpm kan? ada apply U tak? overseas eh?

me: ada. local and singapore je. nak gi over the seas lain tak sanggup arr...

KD: oooo... apply course apa?

me: jurutera. entah dapat ke tak la, but just apply.

KD: waaaahhhh bagus nyeee... eh SYTM dengar ni. nanti bila u dah ade anak kan, kalau dapat anak mcm dia nie bagus tau.

SYTM: kenapa?

KD: kalau mak tanya dia, 'nak jadi apa?'. then kalau dia reply mcm dia nie, 'nak jadi jurutera!'...WAAAHHH lega hati kita tau (with arms crossing each other over her chest, her eyes staring blankly over her head dreamily)

KD continues: tapi kalau dapat anak mcm yang lain, tanya dia 'dik, nak jadi apa?'


(her eyes rolling) KD: 'mak aku nak jadi REMPIT!'...aduhhh dunia berkecai!


coudn't stop laughing laaaa... very hard to eat and laugh at the same time k!

Been Lazy...

i was on the 6.30pm bus back to jb from s'ban on monday. alone. so i took out my current-book at that time, 'space between us' by thrity umrigar (i think spelt like that).

i think i have a weird thing for indian writers. i seem to buy their worths.

anyways, it was getting darker outside coz the sun was going down. but i wanted to read till i stopped at a nice page. the story was nice but i have this thing where i like to stop reading at a new chapter/new page/finish the SHORT paragraph on the next page. i dont like stopping when the page has been read more than half a page, i'd rather just finish that page and continue reading till i find the perfect stopping page.

so i read and read, and soon i was straining to continue reading coz it was dark. but i insisted to read further to find that stopping page, but it just carried on. finally i finished the chapter, and i'm sure the passenger beside me thought i was freak reader coz it was so dark redi!

then just for fun i flipped the next page, curious how long more the book was coz i knew it was ending, IT FINISHED! no next chapter! hahahaha so surprised the book ended not-so suddenly (well the story didn't hang, but i prefer happier endings)

anyways, i've got new reading material!!!

YAY!!! i've got a new hp!!!

finally rite!!!

don't worry, that's not what i'm busy reading currently. its actually this...

don't worry, you won't find me reading it in a public library XP

btw, mitch albom's for one more day is finally out in paperback!!!

Taktergantian

i blame this entry on kenny sia. gosh he made this get into my head. now i can't stop laughing bout it!

if beyonce sang in malay, with of course some malaysian touch, it'd go like this...


di kiri, di kiri,
semua barang mu dikotak di kiri,
di almari, ku punya,
ye kalau ku beli, jangan sentuh.

terus merepek tu tak pe,
tapi boleh bual dan jalan sekali gus ke tak?
dan namaku di kancil itu,
ambillah beg tu, ku telefonkan teksi.

berdiri di halamanku, perihalkan,
kebodohan aku,
menyuarakan,
ku takkan mendapat seorang bagaikan mu,
jadikan ku seliuh...

pasti kau tak tau ku,
pasti kau tak tau ku,
aku boleh adakan gantian mu dalam seminit,
kebetulan, dia datang kejap lagi,
sayanggg,
pasti kau tak tau ku,
pasti kau tak tau ku,
aku boleh adakan gantian mu sebelum esok,
jadi jangan terfikirkan buat seminit,
kau taktergantian.

oleh tu blah lah cepat,
panggil gedik tu, kalau dirumah,
alamak! kau ingatkan, ku tak tahu,
kenapa kau terfikir,
ku menghalaukan mu?

sebab kau tak benar,
beronda-ronda dalam kancil yang ku beli,
sayang, pulangkan kunci,
segera, teksi kau nak blah kang ni....



(lmao) fine maybe beyonce won't do it. but there's always jac, or siti sarah or some akademi fantasia dudette! hey, maybe even datin k! hahahahahaha

anybody wanna pay me for the translation?

lmao