Egocentric

or the likes of it. everyone is guilty of it, no matter how little of it, no matter how unfrequent it occurs.

egocentric: feeling of ego being the centre

its hard not to feel such. not to be such. or maybe its just me?

its hard to avoid being egocentric at times. but i do try to minimize it. i know its bad. whats really sad, is self denial. dont you think? i mean its all fair and swell if you're egocentric, but to deny the fact, even after being told out bluntly, shown clearly of what has become, dont you think its time for some rethinking?

maybe he has. maybe he hasnt. who knows.

egocentricity. its really just a sword you're holding, albeit pointing to your own heart. sadly.





i dont know why, but i'm reminded lately of something from the past. basically the time when you understood everything, and i knew nuts about you. and all the blame i could put on you, and neglect everything mostly coz of the lack of capacity and load of ignorance. the time when i could feel free and unsuccumbed to anything, even when the world was closing in.





the time when i was probably 4feet tall. or less. dont u miss those days? when you wanted to grow up fast, and barely took notice of anything. but when you do grow up, things aren't as nice as how you perceived it to be? regret not noticing every damn thing that actually was good?

things were much more fascinating from 4feet above the ground.