i've grown up in my family and that's what they told me.
and now, after all of it, i know that i'm a good man. and i thank you for that. because i know now that i'm good enough not to deserve this.
not to have to feel like this.
not to love you so much that i almost hate you.
deserve someone who will stay. "
i'm in my grey's anatomy cycle again. i might be MIA for a little while, hopefully. because unlike alex karev, my mind's not sorted. happy holidays everyone!