Truthfully

I don't think this has been a good year. By far, honestly, THIS has been the worst year for me.

You never expect things to happen, even though in reality, it will somehow or rather happen(subconsciously you know that), unknowing when exactly. It takes you by a sudden ugly surprise. I hate it, I'm sure you do too.

You know that day will come sooner or later, but I guess we just prefer to avoid thinking about it. We procrastinate, as usual. Procrastinate the unwanted thoughts.

Who knows what effect it'll have on us? We're just cowards and ungrateful human beings. We refuse to face the future, of what it brings. We refuse to acknowledge such horrible thoughts. Most importantly, we refuse to appreciate one another. We refuse many things, but the last one I believe is the worst. Ego perhaps? Yes, ego perhaps.

Fascination bewilders me at how illusioned we are that men are the only ego-eccentric species. In fact, all of us equally are the same. Children exempted. Oh how I wish I was a mere child at times, don't you?

Lifelessly we roam at the shock. Such fools at times aren't we? But no human lives to be perfect. Life is all about learning. Although that is very subjective, the subject 'learning' that is. Whether we learn from our mistakes or not, is a different matter. We merely have the opportunity to learn.

Have I learnt? I know I SHOULD have learned, but I just haven't. Its a scary thought. Its not easy to learn such stuff. So I do what most of us do. I procrastinate the beautiful horror.




And suffer the unwanted truth later on. Smart? Not the very least bit. That's a fact.